14 December 2006
considering i get irritated when people move blogs too often, i didn't think it would happen.. >< but alas, i have succumbed to the wonders of Livejournal, with the nice friends-only posts and private posts and neat little
LJ cuts. The only downside is that LJ's a bit hard to personalise, unless you've got a paid account.
so! while i dont think i'm gonna update this anymore.. i still won't take it down. since it contains most of my sec 4 life, and thats special <3 in fact, maybe thats good, in a way, cos all this blog contains is my sec 4 life. ayy my blog is one year old!
out with the old, in with the new.
MOVED.
1:40 PM.
05 November 2006
STARLIT NIGHT 2006 <33Well done to everybody on the comm for all the hard work put in! Thank you for everything, I had a lot of fun with you guys haha, even though things were more than a little rocky at first. (: But it paid off, and Suetping will forever hold close the memory of prancing around in a Scream mask like a gorilla. Is love.
So ends my journey in RGS.
I didn't think I would cry during Farewell Assembly. Obviously I am a sucker, and I did. How do you put it? Even if we bitch and whine and moan and groan about RGS, you can'tt deny that this place has shaped us, and changed us, and made us who we are today.
This is where you have laughed.. and you have cried.. and rushed out your PTs.. and failed your tests (unless you're someone like Charmaine, who doesn't fail, full stop. Haha.). This is where your classmates have impromptu dances in the middle of classroom cleaning, where you get to laugh and insult people like Quanquan endlessly, where you climb up tables to put up banners for Starlit Night, where you stay back in school until 7.30pm for rehearsals, where you eat (extremely unhealthy) cup noodles after school because you havent had lunch, where you fooled around for the past four long years.
This is where you get pissed at people, and then you try not to get pissed again, and maybe you end up bitching, and then you stop and feel bad, and then you try to be nice and at the end of the day, you realise you'll still love-in a weird, awkward, willing kind of way- that person despite all these negative vibes.
This is love. <3
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(You. Yes, you. You know who you are. Well, I can't say that I welcome you bitching about me. But well, if you don't like me, I wish you would come and let me know in a straightforward way, instead doing it behind my back and then
being so nice to me at the very same time. Not only is it disturbing, it's very disappointing.
You can't have your cake and eat it. It perplexes me that I hold an affection for you, just like something similar to what I hold for all the others. I don't know if I was wrong to give you respect? And worse, I don't know if I would trust you much anymore. That, in itself, is just disappointing.)
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On another note, if I can complete my layout for this place, I'll stay on. If not, it's off to Livejournal permanantly for me. Prepare yourself! <3 And yea! I have decided to take on Lit in JC. (I may die of boredom otherwise.) Will try for Humans Prog, feels insecure without science. :/
10:53 PM.
26 October 2006
okay, i think i've finally lost it. :/
i'm writing fanfiction in chinese, and it is the
cheesiest thing ever, just so i can fit in all the lovely sentences. HAHAHAHAHA.
9:47 PM.
23 October 2006
i don't really think i should be blogging, but oh darn, i think im on some kind of mad updating spree. :/ it may very well be the fact that
i dont want to start studying stress is energizing me!
went for choir today. well, it's the first time in a long time. had many interesting thoughts and insights. hn. decided that i do like laudate pueri after all, and that the co room is (as always) very cold. i've missed it, i realised, even though i thought i was past that already. and i realise that i miss singing very, very much. it may explain why i have been breaking out into random song in long john's / foyer / toilet. ha. ha. maybe i will try for chorale after all.
then went for lunch with cat and joo and fiona and pat! we camwhored. fiona is amassing a collection of horribly-embarrassing-and-unflattering photos. we obliged. and after analyzing talk, i had a romantic stroll (!) with quanquan HAHAHA into orchard road. (rain had fallen, and flowers lay
squashed under our shoes, and the smell of rain hung in the air!! <3)
we were wandering around far east when we saw mich tan and frances. so we said hi! see how polite and nice we are! HAHAHA. and speaking of which, cat the WITCH stole my prospective customer, the traitorous mich tan, from right under my nose!! HAHAHA. at least pat is wonderful and will buy from me! <3
i have missed many people, i think. <3
okay im going to find food now. im hungry. AGAIN. :/
9:09 PM.
22 October 2006
discussions with quanquan regarding lemons are so
hopeless.
suet. curl your fingers around the clouds. says:omg okay i wanted to type HAND
suet. curl your fingers around the clouds. says:and i typed
suet. curl your fingers around the clouds. says:HARD.
suet. curl your fingers around the clouds. says:HAHAHAHAHAHA
quan 荃 - do you live to eat, or eat to live? says:... is that funny?
HAHAHAHAHA. OMG OKAY HAHAHAHAHA. and when you put it all into the context that we were talking about fanfiction lemons...
anyway i just realised that i'll be celebrating / bemoaning Chinese O levels with Incognito, now that we've got another performance on that night itself. <3
4:01 PM.
18 October 2006
To sum up my week so far, I present you with random stuff.
"I can't wait for prom! I feel so
promiscuous!" - Quan Quan
(This wouldnt be so bad, IF IT WERENT FOR THE FACT THAT QUANQUAN BEING PROMISCUOUS IS LIKE CAT BEING AN AIRPORT RUNWAY. hahahahaha!)
To build solidarity between conversational participants, speakers often employ humourous devices such as teasing, swearing, dirty jokes etc. HAHAHA. This I understand immensely. So I conclude Incognito is super on about solidarity ;)
Jeanting walks like she's got stuff hanging in between her legs (and her mummy agrees, by the way!) :D
We have jackfruit, banana, papaya, fig, lime and pomegrenate trees in school. Everything is fruiting right now!
The only sports I can even attempt to play are sports that involve sticks and balls and the ground. (Sounds bad, doesn't it?) ^^
I've been getting dizzy spells lately because I havent been getting enough sleep. Darn, and Options are supposed to be fun? Haha wait, I
should go to sleep now I think. I can't believe that there was a period of this year that I could live on 4 to 5 hours of sleep every day. :/ Now, 6 hours arent even enough >.>
My urge to write fanfiction always comes when I've got a million and one things to do. Like now. Which reminds me, Chinese Os are coming. ahhhhh.
Okay I'm going to sleep! <3
11:40 PM.
15 October 2006
in my hands, i have $240. :D
IT'S TIME TO GET PAID, INCOG!
4:22 PM.
yes i have returned to breathe some life into this place! and it just rocks that tagboard has completely gone and screwed itself so now i'm gonna have to find something new :/ and forgive me for being slow, but i have just discovered that my layout looks
atrocious on some computers (i.e. the ones in the school library).
.. im entertaining some thoughts about moving everything over to LJ now. darn am i the only person who thinks that LJ is addictive? shit shit shit, i am a poor soul with no life haha!
suddenly im feeling all grumpy and mugger again. may be due to the fact that im ploughing through options SAs (which are all due one day after the other on week 6) and the fact that my chinese sucks and Os are coming up. well. heh, im amused by some of the SAs can? HAHAHA.
who sets factual questions for essays and calls them 'Structured Essays'? transcription for Analysing Talk is vaguely
annoying amusing as well! snort.
ANYWAY i am really happy because. well. i know for a fact i won't be lugging feminine products around in prague. ^^ i think.
went for RJC Open House on Friday with the rest of the RGS Sec 4 population. im wondering if ill see any of my primary school friends there next year? cos i think some of them may be trying for RJ.
but you know, maybe it's just me, but somehow i don't feel very connected with the school compound. besides the fact that everything is green and white (-.-!) and atrociously big and state-of-the-art.. the place feels cold, in a way. and it really doesnt help that you hear all these things about how everyone is so segregated and competitive. (which i sincerely, sincerely, for the sake of survival for the next 2 years, hope aren't that true.)
in some ways, i kind of wish i could start on a blank slate, because i dont want to go in with all these pre-conceptions and biased ideas. but in some ways, im really glad ill go in with my batch, because then at least i know i have
something to fall back upon, right? i guess ill take a more positive view of things, and who knows, maybe ill really like my time in RJ. part of me does want to go there. and a part of me doesnt want to leave here.
okay i think im a confused little girl. HAHA. -.-
been thinking also about CCA and subject combi. i think im going to try for 2 CCAs? haha im not really sure if i want to try for Chorale, but the idea is getting more and more attractive to me. i'll probably go for the auditions (and pray that i do get in), and maybe try out for some of the clubs and stuff.
my ideal subject combi involves a H1 Math. damn damn damn.
1:21 PM.
06 October 2006
i took the stairs on my way down to the first level at the MRT station today. a little boy was on the escalator and when he went past me, he yelled, "HI!"
he made my day. <33 in other updates,
1) my chinese sucks; i dont want to fail my Chinese Os T-T
2) EVERYBODY, GO FOR
STARLIT NIGHT!
3) i have a
LiveJournal! HO i feel accomplished. Friending people is such an exciting thing to do! But that place is for all my fangirling stuff, so haha. this place stays, though it's pretty dead already. :/
8:28 PM.
03 October 2006
im so glad that i dont own a credit card. BECAUSE IF I DID, I'D BLOW ALL MY MONEY ON ONLINE SHOPPING. do you know how terribly addictive it is! if you were to go onto amazon.com or ebay and look at all the
gorgeous shoes and bags and clothes and manga and music and books. <333 dear lord, i may morph into some rampaging shopaholic.
we're going to botanic gardens tomorrow! again! !@$%^&*. :/
im almost done with my LiveJournal! *is awed* HAHAHA. then i need to go and adapt myself to the lingo.
AND HOLY COW. all our summatives are coming up!!
DAMN i though we were done with summatives. :/ well, crap, nevermind! (all it means, after all, is that our time in this school is drawing to an end.)
am i ready do i
want to leave? well, actually, i don't really know. in all honesty and neutrality, i dont really know.
10:47 PM.
02 October 2006
this is an angry angsty post, i think.
well, do i say "grow up, kid" or do i say "i'm sorry"?
what's done is done. and unfortunately, i can't explain it to you.. because yes, there is a reason why it was done that way, and yes, i could see how you felt but no, i still wouldnt have done it the way you wanted to. do you understand?
well, you're never going to see this anyway :/ good luck.
you know, since im in my emo mood right now, i might as well say it. i think that somehow i've become
such a bitch over the past 1 to 2 years. i dont know when it started, but it did, and now im just barging around trampling on people's toes everywhere. and the worst thing is, i wont even notice it until ive already squashed their toes into the ground.
sometimes i feel like im losing myself.
be nice, be sensitive, suet ping. argh fuck.
on another note, I NEED MY PERIOD TO COME BY NEXT FRIDAY. otherwise it's going to come smack in the middle of prom(gasp) or prague(dies).
i need to stop being so critical, i think.
10:25 PM.
30 September 2006
i always thought i was SOMEWHAT html-savvy. until i went over to livejournal and died from the entirely foreign language that came barraging down. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO DO PROPER CUSTOMIZATION LIKE THIS? :(
Suet Ping is dizzy. !@#$%^&.
maybe i should focus on making a layout for this blog instead -.-
6:48 PM.
29 September 2006
This is the most hilarious thing that a Singaporean BLEACH fan should read. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
im not too sure what is more amusing: the idea of Rukia stomping around and roaring 'Raffles!' in a Low Manly Voice, or the LKY vs. Aizen showdown, or Byakuya serving NS in a
lovely shaved head. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
well, life is good, i think. at the moment anyway. <3 i think i shall change my mind next week, when our test papers are being returned. i am REALLY sure that i've failed my chinese already. damn damn DAMN. im not really happy with the way i handled this year's EOYs, mostly because
i got myself drunk on Bleach a week before the papers and i couldnt really stop i did quite crappily on the subjects that im
supposed to be good in. oh joy.
<3
10:07 PM.
23 September 2006
i have many things to say, but then again, i think they should be left private. (: yes well, i am at peace (for the moment at least). we'll just pick it all up i think. nonetheless, all the huge fuss that has happened in the past few days is taking a toll. (my eyebags, which disappeared furing the holidays, are coming right back again :/ damn.)
sometimes dont you wonder about how long things can last? one moment, you could be all swept away in your fervour and excitement, and the thing is, once you learn to let it go.. suddenly it seems it just trickles all away, and you cant really seem to conjure up the past moments when you were so filled with energy and just ready to shoot. suddenly you dont really seem like you were once around, and then you are, to your horror, even doubting yourself, doubting others?
i miss a lot of people, i think. like 203 people. and 107'05. and choir. sometimes i find myself not really missing them like oh-i-can't-help-but-keep-you-on-my-mind-24/7 missing them.. but when you stop and think about it, you still miss them. or maybe the word isnt to 'miss' them. just that you wonder how they have changed since the time you were all tied together by something, and are they okay now, do they remember what we did together. and most importantly, are they doing fine, whatever it is that they are doing.
ho i am EMO-ING. :/ maybe because i am listening to gloomy grey music.
well i suppose something is better than nothing, and for that i am thankful. <3 theres a lot coming up in the next few weeks, and we're gonna tide them through.
11:30 PM.
17 September 2006
im trying to decide whether Bankai Ichigo or Intellectual Ichigo is sexier. Behold my dilemma:
mmm. well maybe tomorrow i will skip down to get myself a nice big poster so that i may slap it in front of my bed and wake up and begin squealing incessantly.
it would mean the end of oversleeping for suetping!! hahaha. somebody give me volume 23, im
dying to do some drawing. and writing.
can anyone tell that i am not in the mood for Math and Philo? :/
oh yes oh yes! went out with liuhui wanxi and jasmine on saturday. haha. 75% of our time was spent eating and sitting down somewhere
and flirting with little boys who gelled their hair up so very charmingly. we had a cake! a brownie-cheesecake with heaps of brownie chunks on top, and green chocolate! hahaha. and we even came up with semi-baked plans on reuniting 203.
ah, i have missed everybody. and im glad i went out on saturday. (:
9:57 PM.
13 September 2006
for the sake of keeping a record:
Incognito <3 for all the times we sang (or were invited to, anyway)1. Encore'05
2. Speech Day'05
3. Open House'05
4. FAM'05
5. CCA Orientation'06
6. (Old Girls' Dinner @ Pines)
7. Bel Canto'06
8. Wedding gig
9. Somethingood'06 [Opening Ceremony]
10. Somethingood'06
11. Open House'06
12. Speech Day'06
13. RGS Connect Dinner
14. (RGS Golf Tournament)
15. Ringers' Concert (Guest Perf)
16. (
Bone Marrow Donor Prog Dinner)
<3
Ms Loo says Choir Concert 2007 too but haha we don't know if shes kidding haha. anyway! the latest one makes me very excited. because.. its our first
professional one. oh man pls let's go for it! :DD
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Here I am - this is me
There's no where else on earth I'd rather be
Here I am - it's just me and you
And tonight we make our dreams come true
It's a new world - it's a new start
It's alive with the beating of young hearts
It's a new day - it's a new plan
I've been waiting for you
Here I am- Here I am, by Bryan Adams
9:43 PM.
12 September 2006
yes, Suet Ping turns legal today. (:
thank you to everyone who stopped and wished me happy birthday, and to all those who gave presents to me. <3 thank you pretties (: particularly so if i didn't say it to you nicely and properly and followed it up with a hug (eg. i was distracted because i was going omgomgomg over some present haha)
yes, so, thank you. <3
on an amused note, i got some
verrrrry interesting stuff today. ;) HAHAHAHA. some of which fit wonderfully! some of which im still trying to find out the purpose for. O.O HAHAHA. my mummy took one look at all the thingies and her expression ranged from 'oh, that's nice' to '...they invent such things?!'
okay lets talk about
OPTIONS. finally got our options at 11.15am today (which is a little late, if you ask me -.-) but oh well! im beginning to think that horticulture will probably end up the most exciting course, despite my initial hohum-ness. for one thing, our class is really small and we have many fieldtrips! :D
i've got quite a lot of stoning time for the next six weeks however. :/ like today. got released early today for Arab-Israeli and spent 2 hours in BK with geet minsi aruna. and for some reason we ended up telling ghost stories and er i got so freaked out at one of the stories i started crying. HAHAHA now that i think abt it im so amused at myself, but IT WAS REALLY FREAKY ARGH. hahaha.
oh yes and before i forget:
NETBALL CARN + CLASS DINNER. netball carn got kind of fun after a while, oddly. haha. i like it when it rains. well done 409, though we are indeed a lazy bunch for not taking part in anything except the main games and shooting hahaha! 410 won again (suetping approves :)
class dinner was quite funny. oh well. i suppose the right word is
cosy, considering we got a corner of the place to ourselves and we just made a lot of noise and irritated the hell out of all the other diners :D
i dont know how much i love the class as a whole but i do love a lot of people in our class (:
okay im tired i shall go sleep soon.
9:06 PM.
10 September 2006
yes i have changed my font colour. hopefully it will help to starve off the astigmatism :/ thanks mich tan for the html code :D obviously i am too lazy to go and dig it up on my own AHAHA.
.. im trying to write my own testimonial, considering it is 'holiday homework'. but uh. okay i shall keep my comments private. it's just very icky to write about yourself. hnnn. hahaha okay i realised i can cut and paste the whole chunk about CCA from the sample testimonial.
oh yes! did i forget to add. my cousin is going to ACS(I) next year. he already has a place there. omgomgomg. im thinking of him as a paikia dude with spikey hair and low pants and chasing after girls. (which im sure isnt the case for all of them, but hahaha let me indulge in my imagination) HAHAHA omg okay i am so amused. oh no i think it will be really exciting and amusing if he starts looking for a girlfriend. ha ha ha ha ha! he's such a quiet serious boy!
but on to more serious topics :/ i'm not really looking that forward to options in term 4 because i'm not even going to get anything i have an interest in? and unfortunately i think that completely defeats the purpose of options altogether. spent 3 hours in the queue, trying to reopt, went off to do NE quiz (and came back again to join the end of the queue) and in the end i'm still pretty sure that we'll end up with leftovers. i feel kind of bad for Mr. Lui (because seriously, he looked like he was about to collapse) but at the same time i'm quite disappointed and upset too. cos after all.. we're going to be the ones taking these courses ):
well, i shall stop complaining (: i guess if it comes down to it, i wont mind taking stuff like photonics and horticulture haha. it will be interesting, even if i happen to prefer something else! :D yay lets be optimistic.
anyway after our extremely long wait, went out with uh 3/4 of incognito for lunch. haha you know im going to miss times like that, when we'll just sit in Long John Silver and get high on too much coke or something -.- our conversations went like this:
Joo: *random pun*
Cat Quan Suet: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Quan: *pauses* But it's not even funny.
Cat Quan Joo Suet: HAHAHAHAHAHA!
Suet: Okay my stomach hurts. *pauses* Why are we laughing?
Cat Quan Joo Suet: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
-.- i dont know what was going on but still. <3
12:30 PM.
07 September 2006
im contemplating changing my font colour to something which wouldnt cause my astigmatism to skyrocket and my eyeballs to start bleeding. :/ but oh darn, that means i have to prowl around looking for the right colour code and that is just oh-so-time-consuming.
(as you can see, the crimson tide puts suetping in a not-very-happy mood)
well anyway! i think i have a very promising career in cleaning okay. i cleaned the house up :D hah i am in awe of myself HAHAHA.
oh no wait. you know what. i can't remember The Chair Dance. T-T!!! my heart is in pieces. suddenly i am overtaken by emo-ness. hmm im erratic. and at the same time, im missing a lot of people. <3 its very weird not to see them, esp after you just spent a year seeing them every single day. i want to steal a copy of the Bel Canto video ):
this is really random but. i dont regret anything at all. :) thank you very, very,
very much.
mm now i have to get lunch and get drinks for later.
11:57 AM.
06 September 2006
hello. my feet hurt magnificently because i wore new heels today. !@#$%^&* describes the extent of my suffering eloquently, i believe.
there are so many gatherings / outings being planned. went out today with grace and soonae
for the first time ever and really, Singapore is so tiny. bumped into so many many people in the span of 3 hours:
- lili
- eliza and sam (who ran away from me, may i add -.-)
- some trackers from our level
- cat (over the phone anyway :D)
and! i cannot believe i'm going to open up my house to my pri school classmates tmr. not that i wouldnt like to see them, but aiya, the crimson tide is upon suetping and very soon her house shall cease to exist. i doubt we'll be doing a lot of studying. :D i shall attempt freaking integration!
and incognito outing on friday! okay i dont think it can be considered an outing cos SO MANY PEOPLE ARE PRACTISING CHEERING FOR NETBALL CARN / ATTENDING MEETINGS. but okay at least we have more than half the group going alr! <3!
and hopefully, if things go through, i may meet up with liuhui and wanxi and jasmine once again! ah! such sweet joy our reunion brings HAHAHA. (liuhui is becoming well-versed in anime in her search for gayness; it's scary -.-)
YAY okay now i have to clean up my house in antipication of the crowds that shall throng tmr. :/
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suetping looks at the photos on
sam's shutterfly and wonders why the nehneh did she agree to stand around in retarded poses and let them take photos of her. (including the one where quanquan sits on suetping; anything involving quanquan is sure to be retarded, after all -.-)
9:01 PM.
[anime rant]you know what. i think i rock; i just read Bleach all the way to the latest chapter and watched up to episode 94 (okay i skipped all the crappy bits, which would equate to nearly 20 episodes :D) and finished the 2 OVAs. i dont know if i should be proud of my 'accomplishments' or i should lock the computer up and stop spending 12 freaking hours being glued to it.
oh yes, and i realised i have morphed into a huge ichiruki fan. especially after i started on the manga. <3! <3! <3! manga pwns the anime, severely. okay i can't wait for the manga to be animated :D is it just me, or is there something about the fact that Rukia's zanpakutou is completely white and Ichigo's zanpakutou is completely black in Bankai? :DDD
okay i have decided i'll go somewhere else to rant, cos nobody will understand what i am saying here -.-
[/anime rant]well anyway! im going out with grace and soonae later. yes it shall be a wonderful excuse for me to
wear heels and tower over the two of them flounce around having fun. the holidays are making me severely antisocial (because, you see, i cannot leave the Bleach alone), and so therefore i look forward to my reassimilation into society. HAHA.
oh yes! and maybe tomorrow i'll try to join my primary school friends for studying.
not that i have anything to study :D it will be nice to meet them again! actually i think it is very <3 how we can talk for 2 hours on the phone after not seeing each other for months. yay. oh no okay i hope such things can last, and that the same will happen for secondary school too. because it would be a shame otherwise, i think.
and i want an incognito outing / sleepover! okay i shall go call people up to bug them. :D
10:26 AM.
03 September 2006
yay i got a new template. although i'm beginning to wonder if i made the right choice, considering that it's kind of hard to read my wrods and i'm quite sure that after a while, my astigmatism may just skyrocket. -.-
you know, during the exams, it seems as though there are 3856629 things to do! but somehow, once the exams are over, you struggle to plan your days. sigh. such a loser i am.
i want to go out! god i am in need of shoes. im craving for shoes. would anyone be kind enough to throw me a wad of money?
people should stop going home so early, so that we can take proper group photos together. <3
4:33 PM.
